Sunday, February 05, 2006
i dont want to go to sch tml. or, i just dont want to see anyone tml.maybe i just want some time alone. but i dont.i do.Did i say Angels & Demons' DAMN nice? The only book which i feel like reading again, right after i finished it. now, i'm giving da vinci a 2nd chance. haha. maybe i was just too tired the other time.
Chingay.. fri n sat. S'poreans are the worst lot of people.
I want to faint already la!Faint la. idiot.
Cannot walk through still want to barge in. Then all the black face. Not like you cant walk anymore.
ONLY the foreigners smile, and say thank you. And that felt good. haha.
being ushers more fun than motivator. haha. or so i think. i enjoy it more. maybe i'm just damn glad that i'm not wearing the hot pink tshirt again. ha!
stupid piano shouted when i was just next to her. gave me a shock la. scare some small kid somemore. and i stepped on him.
never really see the parade, but i think RJ's dance really suck. seriously.
Jazz's damn cute. went to see her yesterday. had some time before chingay. got too tired and fell asleep after playing with her for a while. she came into the room every FIVE minutes! to check if i was awake. haha. so i didnt really sleep much. keep hearing her walking around the bed nudging me if i got too close to the edge. haha. When i'm suppose to leave already, she knew. sat on corner with the sad face. damn cute. wished i didnt have to go. was late but not late. ha!
i'm confused. by my own thoughts. ... and actions. why the hell did i do that. i want something. but everything's just happening the wrong way.if i shut up and dont talk, everyone thinks i'm angry.if i talk, i'm supposedly very happy.so it accumulates again, and turns to anger.LOOK at the speed its going! faster than i can stop myself.haiz.Posted at 21:43
